Silence
The way my eyes tear up right that second i hear…
My feelings are different than others.
Becoming more sensitive changed my life.
Feeling trapped
In a room, where i can not cry loud.
Losing people that meant the world to me, disappearing in a blink of an eye
The wet tears running down my face.
My pillow in my face.. I hear
Memories wandering around in my mind all day long.
Having no one to talk too, in this beautiful city.
Many i trust, but this…
i do not share
Wondering if anything will go back as it was 10 years ago.
Every time my family talks, my eyes…
I was little, too small to understand what happened.
It wasn’t my fault
In this big city, i wonder if it’ll be the same.
My life is good, could of been better. Smiling it away,
Seems like
Forever.
A Constellation of Creation 